I got the acceptance letter from SIM... Finally it came after more than 2 months... The moment i saw the letter, I was feeling quite happy... All my waiting pay off afterall... Will be starting school in July.... Geesh, that is like less than 2 mths's time...
After seeing the school fees I'm no longer feeling happy.... I was told by many ppl that SIM is really expensive and is true! First payment for the first semester costs me more than $5k *faint* This includes the school fees, SIM membership fees, GST, etc.... Sigh!
After huge sum of money, my effort, my time, giving up my social life.... I start to think if all these is actually worth it.... What happen if I can't pull through this 18mths? What if halfway through I can't pay? What if I fail? Many many what if-s start popping out in my mind... And all of the sudden, I feel so stress!!
Saw my two best fren struggly through their studies while working at the same time really turns me off... Now that I'm starting to attend part time classes, I can understand what they are going through...
Initially, going back to school is something I'm always looking forward to... But now... Should i go for it or to give up?